You have heard me time and time again
tell you that one nun who abused me
was alive and in very good health up to June of this year.
A police man
and the nuns two lawyers
from Christchurch New Zealand
went over to Australia
to see this nun
because I had named her with other nuns
from Nazareth House
who had abused me
from the age of ten years of age up to 24years old.
She told them all, that
she abused me,
as well as some other women who were with me
and that she saw other nuns abuse me.
I was told that they would put this in writing
in my apology
and after four months waiting for this
and after seeing the nuns lawyer on TV
and in the papers saying that there was no wrongdoing
by this order of nuns
and then to not keep their word of Honor.
You want me to forget it.
I did not tell the lie,
the nuns need to tell the truth
and I want to see it in writing as they told me
that they would do this
and they did not
All my life I have blame myself
for being a naughty child
and I still do because of the lies.
I am still being told by this order of nuns
who abused me
and the lies are now been told
by the nuns lawyers who say
that their was no wrongdoing by the nuns.
How can I be free of what was
done to me
when the nuns and their lawyers
tell these lies
and what they say,
is that it is the point of law
is why the can not tell the truth.
Now tell me what that means?
children of Nazareth House
are denied justice and acknowledgment
to the abuse
because of the point of law
and how I see it is that the nuns
and their lawyers do not want to tell the truth
because they will then have to acknowledge
not only to me
but to the many women and men
who went through their hell hole orphanages
And this they will not do.
Once I get the acknowledgment to the abuse
I will be reassured
that I was not a bad child
and that I did not dissevered the punishment
which I got every day and night,
for 24years of my life.
I would have a whole new release on life,
to know from the Nazareth house
that I was not bad
and I will not be going to hell when I die.
This is why I want to know,
HELL IS WHERE I AM GOING
BECAUSE I WAS SO BAD
THAT THE NUNS AND PRIEST HAD TO PUNISH ME
FOR BEING THAT LITTLE BAD GIRL
AND IT WON'T LEAVE ME,
I HAVE TO HAVE THIS
ACKNOWLEDGMENT OF THE ABUSE
FROM THIS ORDER OF NUNS
WHO ABUSED ME.
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