If
only the Nazareth House nuns
did not lie to me all those years ago
They
told I was an orphan
without
a mum
And
it did hurt me so
To
hear of mother's love
for her children
Is still tearing at my heart
Because
a mother's love
for her child
Is
what I wanted
and
love was never in my heart
I would
have meet my mother
in
the 1970s
As I
had tried to find her
and I
was told NO
So
a kind neighbour
went
down south
and
found you all
And
that is what I was told
But
alas my mother
had
already gone
to her maker in the sky
if I had only said
one
word to her
For I
never said goodbye
I
never knew
of
a mother's love for her child
Until
at 25years
I had
my first born
my
son Robbie was his name
And
he was every thing to me
my
son up to that fatal day
when
he was taken away
But
this time
I said
to my son goodbye
Both
mum and my son
are
together now
As I
know the good
are
in heaven with God
and
they are free
of their pain on earth
My mum and my son's love
will never die
as they are with me on earth.
My new family
I have are my mother's
children
Four sisters and two brothers
do I have
I have seen some of them
which made me glad
As I see the likeness of me
in them
Which makes me feel so sad
For mother gave them all her
love
Which I never had
I was told
I was the most like our mum
So that alone made my cried
I did not know I had a family
as I was told I was an unwanted
child
So mother if you can see
and hear me now
Look down on your child on earth
And see how much I love you
For I am your lost child
on this earth.
