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Ann Free Spirit | Synopsis | Mother Francis of Rome | Rev. Fr. Thomas Doyle | We Stand By You Rev. Fr. Doyle | A Letter of Hope | A Little Help Fom a Friend | From a Friend | A Priest Doing God's Work | Innocents was Taken | Mr. Savano | Pope John Paul II | Pope John Paul II | Nun Suddened by the Truth | Shield accused nun | Abuse by nun's hands, not God's | Together we Stand | Priest Abusing Nuns | Next to Godliness.. | First Stirke Out | The New Cardinals | Catholic News Site | The Testament Site | Reaching: Out to Stuart & Paul | A Little Child Stands in Line | A Lonly Little Child | Nobody's Child | Rosary Beads in The Hall | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When I Hear These Things | One More Nights Sleep | If Only | Humpty Dumpty | I Love You | Don't Let Go Until Tomorrow | My Dearest Lover | The Lonely Rose | How Did I Survive???? | Children Need Love | A Friend is What I Want to Find | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When the Night Comes | Who Am I??? | There Are So Many Tears | Maria, What I see in You | Re-abuse | You Were Always Here With me | Fear Within 2003 | Elvis!!! | My Life Was Stolen From Me | God Is My Witness | I want My Freedom From My Torment & Pain | Give Me my Time to Heal. | Nuclear War | When the nuns had their fates | How do They Live With Themseleves? | Re-abuse 2002 | We Want Our Faith Back | Spiritual Abuse | My Faith was Strong | Trust was Broken | I Cry Each Day | Bless me Father | Hear our Cries | The nuns Picked on the same children | Apologize to us | Like Saints and Martyrs | Half Truths | Tell The World the Truth | No More Lies | Nun wrongly claimed dead | Hurt so Bad | Acknowledgment & Justice | Innocent Unwanted Children of Nazareth House | My Family | Our Wedding Day 1965 | My Son Robert 1 | My Son Robert II | My Daughter Joanne | My Daughter Rachel | My Daughter Bridget | My Four Grand Children | My Mother's Family | Mother I | Mother I

I Cry Each Day

I Cry Each Day

I cry for my sins each day

and the one which hurts me the most is

the sins to forgive

Please teach me and take me by my hand

to show me 

Yes you are right here with me

to take one steep at a time

with you. 

And as I have said time and time again

the abused

was done by the nun's hands

Not by God's hand.

 

I have said by the (church) because

the nuns/priest

represents Gods church

and that is why I say the church.

I have told the names of the nuns who abused me

and I have named them in my story,

 

I know who abused me

and their names I will never forget.

I feel let down by the [church] nuns/priest

because they know the truth

and do not want to admit 

to the abuse which they did to us

because the acknowledgment to the abuse

will set us free from them and their lies.

  

The two  priest who I have spoken to

have been sent away to another part of New Zealand

so as I or them do not have anything to do with me.

 

Now how am I to talk to the church [priest]

when they do this to me every time I want to talk to them?

Can you not see the same thing happening

world wide.

It is just like here on the cathnews site,

NO we don't want you here

because you talk about the same things all the time.

 

Now if I was to go away

I will feel that I have let down so many people

 who can not speck

and some one has to be their voice.

 

Don't you worry,

I know what abuse is

and like Jesus I too felt the whips

and  as I was tied to the bed each night

then whipped

I know the pain we all feel within.

 

Please God forgive them

because I can not.

You see each day there is something which

brings it all back to me

and I can not give my pain to Jesus/God

because Jesus died for me on the cross

and this is what I though of each and every time

I was thrashed

by the nuns

as the nuns and priest stole my soul.

 

After the nuns had stripped me of my innocence

and what little I had left

the priest took

by sexually abusing me.

 

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