God Is My Witness

What must I do or say
To be heard and believed,
I know that I stand
In front of god
When I am called
And I will stand tall
And look into his eyes,
As I now know
God Is my only witness?
And I have him
On my side.
What more can I ask for?.

I feel like Saint Joan of Ark
and soon you will
all burn me at the stake, like her.
I have been to see 23 people
of high places,
which some have
given reports on me,
all for the church
and the nuns
Still like Saint Joan of Ark,
you doubt me.

You do not know how it feels
to be trodden on
all my life and most of all
to be spoken down to
As though I am a worthless person.

I stand alone
With the truth
As God is my only witness
And I stand tall here too
You all say nothing to me
And I know you do not want me here
But I say to you all
That God saw all of the abuse
Which was done to us little children
Day and night
And still I feel we are not been heard

You do not know how we feel
of the abuse
which these nuns and priest's did to us

If anyone here saw the Good Shepherd nuns
stories of how they treated
the girls and women in Ireland
We the innocent unwanted
children of the Nazareth House catholic orphanages
the stories were more evil and the abuse that you could ever think of
Was done to us and we are still hurting
As these nuns and priest's
Will not acknowledge that they abused us
I have God on my side.

I do not want pity
I just want some one here
To talk to me
but you do not.
This is why I say
I STAND ALONE.

I thought that being a catholic site
You would show some mercy
BUT NO,
Just like a child
You still walk past
As if I am not here.

So I leave here
As you do not see me
But I will be back
When I get more strength.

This will not stop me
From telling of the abuse
To me as a child
And I have now opened a website
To tell all about the Catholic Church abuse
About the unwanted innocent children's
World wide plight of the Nazareth House orphanages.

This too will be about the girls and boys
Who the Nazareth House nuns and priest's
abused throughout the many years
From 1920'S to the 1980'S

and world wide.