I am writing on behalf of
all the innocent abused children
of the Catholic
Orphanages world wide
who were put into the nuns, brothers
and priests care,
who are weeping and are in torment
because
of what happened
to them so many years ago.
We are calling out for help and to be heard by you,
as well as your
apostles.
To hear our calls,
as we seem to be calling out in vain
as well as being denied acknowledgment
from
the very core of your mother church.
We are the lost souls of your church,
which has left us to rot in our pain.
We
call on you in our depths of torment and pain
and still we see no light at the end
of our tunnel of despair.
It
is not only us who are suffering
because of the abuse by nuns and priests to us,
it is our families, friends
and
every one we make contact with
who hear us and yet turn a deaf ear
and a blind eye to our calls for help.
I
have many a time said the (Our Father)
and asked God to forgive those
who do evil against us
as I myself can not
forgive or forget
when I was a child
and even now I say that prayer,
I still can not forgive.
Some people
do not know
the ill effect of the harm which was done
to me as a child and how it has never left me,
I wonder if
they had to walk in my shoes
and went through what I went through,
if they would say the same thing to me today and
put me down.
I am what the nuns and priests made me
I am one fiightened, scared women.
Who can not stand up
for herself
and I know that hell is were I am going to when I die.
I am a lost soul, calling for your help.
Please
hear my cries as the hell I am living on earth
is too much for me to bear
and I want my feedom
from this torment
and pain I am in.
Please do not judge me because of my birth.
No one has any idea what torment I am in
as I
had 24 years of abuse with nuns & priests
as well as sexual abuse
which clings on to my very being.
