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Ann Free Spirit | Synopsis | Mother Francis of Rome | Rev. Fr. Thomas Doyle | We Stand By You Rev. Fr. Doyle | A Letter of Hope | A Little Help Fom a Friend | From a Friend | A Priest Doing God's Work | Innocents was Taken | Mr. Savano | Pope John Paul II | Pope John Paul II | Nun Suddened by the Truth | Shield accused nun | Abuse by nun's hands, not God's | Together we Stand | Priest Abusing Nuns | Next to Godliness.. | First Stirke Out | The New Cardinals | Catholic News Site | The Testament Site | Reaching: Out to Stuart & Paul | A Little Child Stands in Line | A Lonly Little Child | Nobody's Child | Rosary Beads in The Hall | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When I Hear These Things | One More Nights Sleep | If Only | Humpty Dumpty | I Love You | Don't Let Go Until Tomorrow | My Dearest Lover | The Lonely Rose | How Did I Survive???? | Children Need Love | A Friend is What I Want to Find | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When the Night Comes | Who Am I??? | There Are So Many Tears | Maria, What I see in You | Re-abuse | You Were Always Here With me | Fear Within 2003 | Elvis!!! | My Life Was Stolen From Me | God Is My Witness | I want My Freedom From My Torment & Pain | Give Me my Time to Heal. | Nuclear War | When the nuns had their fates | How do They Live With Themseleves? | Re-abuse 2002 | We Want Our Faith Back | Spiritual Abuse | My Faith was Strong | Trust was Broken | I Cry Each Day | Bless me Father | Hear our Cries | The nuns Picked on the same children | Apologize to us | Like Saints and Martyrs | Half Truths | Tell The World the Truth | No More Lies | Nun wrongly claimed dead | Hurt so Bad | Acknowledgment & Justice | Innocent Unwanted Children of Nazareth House | My Family | Our Wedding Day 1965 | My Son Robert 1 | My Son Robert II | My Daughter Joanne | My Daughter Rachel | My Daughter Bridget | My Four Grand Children | My Mother's Family | Mother I | Mother I

There Are So Many Tears

There Are So Many Tears

You know there are so many tears

I have wept and more

than often than not now days 

I weep tears of joy,

relief of the removal of the anxiety,

pain and distress

of knowing that people believe me,

you can not imagine how that feels for me.


It is very hard for me

to talk in front of some one

because 1 can not stand it,

it is like when I stood in front of the nuns

As they said those bad words to me,

1 see them there with me, that is why

1 find it much easier writing it down

as no one can see me then.


1 pray that someone

somewhere will whisper a prayer

to God on my behalf:

as 1 have lost my faith in the

Roman Catholic Church,


"Power to Abuse,"

 Is the power of adults

to hurt Children remains,

 I call out because of the pain I am in,

it is too great and unless you yourself

were treated the same way as me,

please do not judge me with your words


I cry for my sins each day

Dear Jesus and My Mother Mary,
I cry for my sins each day and the one which hurts me the most is the sine to forgive. Please teach me and take me by my hand to show me the way as I do need a helping hand.

You looked after me when I was a child and I am still that little girl who has been turned away from your faith and I do know deep down that you have not let me go. Please help me with my cross as I don't think I go go on much longer, it brings tears to my heart to see how much you have done for me over the years. You are always in the background waiting for me to fall, to pick me up again.

Dear Mother Mary, How good, Pure and truly you are and please give my son a kiss from me and rest his head on your lap. I do miss him so, just like I miss you and Jesus. I know you were are with me and no I will not forget have you gave me my strength to live through my childhood.

I will be with you again this year on Good friday at three when your son Died 2004 years ago and Mary if you do not mind, I will be by myself. Please forgive me for my slowness in coming forward as it was with you and Jesus I have had the strength to do what I am doing today. Thank you, Dear Jesus and Mary for all your love and for helping me. Ann