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Ann Free Spirit | Synopsis | Mother Francis of Rome | Rev. Fr. Thomas Doyle | We Stand By You Rev. Fr. Doyle | A Letter of Hope | A Little Help Fom a Friend | From a Friend | A Priest Doing God's Work | Innocents was Taken | Mr. Savano | Pope John Paul II | Pope John Paul II | Nun Suddened by the Truth | Shield accused nun | Abuse by nun's hands, not God's | Together we Stand | Priest Abusing Nuns | Next to Godliness.. | First Stirke Out | The New Cardinals | Catholic News Site | The Testament Site | Reaching: Out to Stuart & Paul | A Little Child Stands in Line | A Lonly Little Child | Nobody's Child | Rosary Beads in The Hall | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When I Hear These Things | One More Nights Sleep | If Only | Humpty Dumpty | I Love You | Don't Let Go Until Tomorrow | My Dearest Lover | The Lonely Rose | How Did I Survive???? | Children Need Love | A Friend is What I Want to Find | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When the Night Comes | Who Am I??? | There Are So Many Tears | Maria, What I see in You | Re-abuse | You Were Always Here With me | Fear Within 2003 | Elvis!!! | My Life Was Stolen From Me | God Is My Witness | I want My Freedom From My Torment & Pain | Give Me my Time to Heal. | Nuclear War | When the nuns had their fates | How do They Live With Themseleves? | Re-abuse 2002 | We Want Our Faith Back | Spiritual Abuse | My Faith was Strong | Trust was Broken | I Cry Each Day | Bless me Father | Hear our Cries | The nuns Picked on the same children | Apologize to us | Like Saints and Martyrs | Half Truths | Tell The World the Truth | No More Lies | Nun wrongly claimed dead | Hurt so Bad | Acknowledgment & Justice | Innocent Unwanted Children of Nazareth House | My Family | Our Wedding Day 1965 | My Son Robert 1 | My Son Robert II | My Daughter Joanne | My Daughter Rachel | My Daughter Bridget | My Four Grand Children | My Mother's Family | Mother I | Mother I

I Want My Freedom Ftrom My Torment & Pain

I Want My Freedom From My Torment & Pain

Sexual abuse of children by adults is no accident,
it is a deliberate, cultivated few minutes
of satisfaction pleasure done by the abuser,
Which SCARES THE CHILDREN FOR Ll FE.

OH! FOR MY FREEDOM
FROM THIS PAIN AND TORMENT I AM IN.
These nuns /priest do not know the half of what pain is,
nor do they want to know,
I don't want to bow my head to anyone, anymore,
let alone to the nuns/priest
but still I have this fear for them
and I want it to leave me.

I WANT MY FREEDOM

I call out because of the pain I am in,
it is too great
and unless you yourself were treated
the same why. as me,
please do not judge us all with your words.

I suffered abuse of all kinds
as well as sexual abuse
from the age of 18 months
at the hands of nuns,
women, older girls and a priest
up to the age of 24 years old.

Some are so bad that I can not put in writing
nor tell anyone about them.

What gives you the right
to be more holy than righteousness
as to tell me how bad I am.
To still be told now
in my gentle years by you,
how I have sinned
because of telling of the abuse
which was done to me,
hurts me even worse than being abused.

How dare you judge me
and others who have been
abused through out our childhood.
Unless you too have had the same life as me,
Please do not judge me

have you not seen on this site what I have put here.

I know that god is my judge
and I leave it in his hands
to deal with these people who abused me,
but I need to have these people to hear me.
So what is an hour out of their lives to hear me.

GIVE ME MY TIME TO TALK
AND TELL THEM SO AS I CAN HEAL.

And I say again
unless you have gone though
the same as me, please
do not judge me
and many of the others
who have been abused by nuns and priest's.

You do not know
what I had to endure
during these 24 years
and still now I can not cope with this pain,
I need some one
to help me to carry my cross
as it gets heavy from day to day.

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