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Ann Free Spirit | Synopsis | Mother Francis of Rome | Rev. Fr. Thomas Doyle | We Stand By You Rev. Fr. Doyle | A Letter of Hope | A Little Help Fom a Friend | From a Friend | A Priest Doing God's Work | Innocents was Taken | Mr. Savano | Pope John Paul II | Pope John Paul II | Nun Suddened by the Truth | Shield accused nun | Abuse by nun's hands, not God's | Together we Stand | Priest Abusing Nuns | Next to Godliness.. | First Stirke Out | The New Cardinals | Catholic News Site | The Testament Site | Reaching: Out to Stuart & Paul | A Little Child Stands in Line | A Lonly Little Child | Nobody's Child | Rosary Beads in The Hall | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When I Hear These Things | One More Nights Sleep | If Only | Humpty Dumpty | I Love You | Don't Let Go Until Tomorrow | My Dearest Lover | The Lonely Rose | How Did I Survive???? | Children Need Love | A Friend is What I Want to Find | I Give You My Hand In Friendship | When the Night Comes | Who Am I??? | There Are So Many Tears | Maria, What I see in You | Re-abuse | You Were Always Here With me | Fear Within 2003 | Elvis!!! | My Life Was Stolen From Me | God Is My Witness | I want My Freedom From My Torment & Pain | Give Me my Time to Heal. | Nuclear War | When the nuns had their fates | How do They Live With Themseleves? | Re-abuse 2002 | We Want Our Faith Back | Spiritual Abuse | My Faith was Strong | Trust was Broken | I Cry Each Day | Bless me Father | Hear our Cries | The nuns Picked on the same children | Apologize to us | Like Saints and Martyrs | Half Truths | Tell The World the Truth | No More Lies | Nun wrongly claimed dead | Hurt so Bad | Acknowledgment & Justice | Innocent Unwanted Children of Nazareth House | My Family | Our Wedding Day 1965 | My Son Robert 1 | My Son Robert II | My Daughter Joanne | My Daughter Rachel | My Daughter Bridget | My Four Grand Children | My Mother's Family | Mother I | Mother I

Hurt so Bad

Hurt so Bad

I have been hurt so bad

and I see it is still the same.

I wish that these people who golly well know

the real words

to call what we abused children of this church have,

through no fault of our own

and it was caused be the very people

who should have taken care of us

is called PTSD.

and it is called by no other name.

I am not mental,

so I don't want to be called as such.

I did try to go and sit through this meeting

about the church 12-7-2004

and I tell you it was so hard

and then they told us to give reasons

why we had turned against the church.

That was it,

I just cried. fancy asking us that

and I said that I could not tell.

Why should I,

when it was the people of the Church

who had caused me leaving

and they try to put the blame back on to me.


You know people think that after you

have been trodden on

and talked down to

that you just get up and walk away.

Well it dose not work that way

as words are so vile and evil

and they hurt so deep

and sexual abuse is the worst thing

that any one can do to a baby and child.

Infact it is bad for any person


Boy/Girl and Men/Women.


We were forced against our well to summit to these evil people

who were working for God

and these people

were the very core of the mother church.

Priest, nuns and their workers.


Yes, I know what it is like to bow down

to these priest

while they are raping you

and how after

while you are still in shock

and pain, bleeding

from your body as well as your heart

and asking why the priest

did this to you

and wondered what you had done wrong

to deserver

this sort of punishment from God.

What the hell,

is wrong with this church

that it thinks

that we can put this behind us

and go on with life

as if nothing has happened to us,

little innocent children.


This Church is still sending

it's priest and nuns 

who sexual abused innocent children

away to other countries to hide

and to re-abuse

another child again.

Children are used in this church

as sex  slaves to come

and to be there for  their

bidding and call

for these priest/nuns

and no one sees this.











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