No More Lies

You have heard me time and time again

tell you that one nun who abused me

was alive and in very good health up to June of this year.

2004

A police man

and the nuns two lawyers

from Christchurch New Zealand

went over to Australia

to see this nun

because I had named her with other nuns

from Nazareth House who had abused me

from the age of ten years of age up to 24years old.

She told them all, that she abused me,

as well as some other women who were with me

and that she saw other nuns abuse me.

I was told that they would put this in writing

in my apology

and after four months waiting for this

and after seeing the nuns lawyer on TV

and in the papers saying that there was no wrongdoing

by this order of nuns

and then to not keep their word of Honor.

You want me to forget it.

NO! NEVER!

I did not tell the lie,

the nuns need to tell the truth

and I want to see it in writing as they told me

that they would do this

and they did not

All my life I have blame myself

for being a naughty child

and I still do because of the lies.

I am still being told by this order of nuns

who abused me

and the lies are now been told

by the nuns lawyers who say

that their was no wrongdoing by the nuns.

How can I be free of what was done to me

when the nuns and their lawyers

tell these lies

and what they say,

is that it is the point of law

is why the can not tell the truth.

Now tell me what that means?

The children of Nazareth House

are denied justice and acknowledgment

to the abuse

because of the point of law

and how I see it is that the nuns

and their lawyers do not want to tell the truth

because they will then have to acknowledge

not only to me

but to the many women and men

who went through their hell hole orphanages

world wide.

And this they will not do.

Once I get the acknowledgment to the abuse

in writing,

I will be reassured

that I was not a bad child

and that I did not dissevered the punishment

which I got every day and night,

for 24years of my life.

I would have a whole new release on life,

to know from the Nazareth house nuns

that I was not bad

and I will not be going to hell when I die.

This is why I want to know,

HELL IS WHERE I AM GOING

BECAUSE I WAS SO BAD

THAT THE NUNS AND PRIEST HAD TO PUNISH ME

FOR BEING THAT LITTLE BAD GIRL

AND IT WON'T LEAVE ME,

I HAVE TO HAVE THIS

ACKNOWLEDGMENT OF THE ABUSE

FROM THIS ORDER OF NUNS

WHO ABUSED ME.