I was brought up
in
two different catholic
orphanages
and I was sexually
abused
from 18 months
up to 15 years of age by a priest,
workers and older
girls
and it destroyed my life and still does.
I can not go to
mass
or to church because of the abuse to me
when I was a child
growing up
in the Catholic church orphanages.
I was abused by
nuns from 5 years to
24 years of age and my life was
and still is Hell
on earth.
I am in so much
pain
and torment that
I do not leave my home,
it kills me to
hear
babies and children cry
and it brings back
the abuse to me every day
and at night time:
I live the torment
of nightmares in my sleep,
so I stay up most
nights for fear
of having more
nightmares about the abuse to me
and it is so real
even now,
It is like it happening
again and again.
We had nothing
done about our healing
of our faith for
the Catholic Church
and it makes me
think
that the mother
church
has cast us all
aside,
as did the
nuns before them.
(We) I am an unwanted
child
of the Catholic
Church,
I am a lost soul
of the Catholic Church
and it is hurting
me so much
to think that this
church
has thrown me out
to the wolves
just like it did
to me years ago.
Where is the Good
Shepherd
who looks after
his flock?
Why has the Catholic
Church left me
and my soul out
there floating with no were to go?
Why has the Catholic Church forsaken me?
Why has the Catholic Church not supported me?
Why did the Nazareth House nuns
lie to me
about the apology and
acknowledgment
of the abuse to
me?
Why
did the Nazareth House nuns
not Honor their
words to me at the
mediation of 2003?
Why was "The Path
of Healing"
not followed through
for us abused
women of the Catholic Church?
Why was there no
priest at the Mediation
for us sexually
abused women
of the Catholic
Church
orphanages?
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